Do not try to figure out what you are doing!
If you know what you are doing, then it shows that whatever you are working on presently isn't innovative, creative, and disruptive enough. The uncomfortable truth is, what you are doing is turning knowledge into a repetitive ritual - an unforgivable crime.
If you don't know what you are doing, you won't know the right way of doing it; therefore, you are more inclined to step out of your comfort zone, improvise, and experiment with your approaches. In this scenario, every possible way of doing could lead to triumph. The unpredictability generates motivation, momentum, and excitement.
Life is about not knowing but keep doing anyway. No one knows the future and how their lives will unfold eventually, but we keep living regardless.
The keyword is "living". As the old saying goes, if you are looking for your next inspiration, don't just sit there and wait; get up and do something. You never know what will happen. Prosperity lies within the unknown. Nothing grows in your comfort zone.
The only way to fathom the "why" is by looking backward, connecting all the past dots retrospectively, which is unattainable to our present selves. Then what is the point of trying to know something unknowable?
Let's embrace the unknown by doing things you haven't attempted before, going places you haven't ventured before; only then will you be able to imagine the unimaginable and achieve the unachievable.